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[trigger_man]

Jack hasn't left his room much in the couple days since he woke up outside, with no memory of the few days before that.  No memory for kidnapping someone, of fighting Teja.

When he has gone downstairs, he definitely hasn't gone anywhere near the woods.

He still has no memory of anything he did while under that spell, and the thought that something took him over, that he has no memory of it, unnerves him like nothing else has in years.

He needs to get out of here, but the door back to his world is locked, and so he stays mostly in his room, dreading every time he falls asleep and the nightmares start again.

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[trigger_man]

Carl can hardly be blamed for not finding out about what was going on with Jack when Jack's been hiding out in his room for the last few days. Even in Milliways it takes time to find out about what's been going on and Jack hoped there weren't that many people in the bar that knew what he'd done.

"'Kay. I just...didn't want to spoil any plans you might have with her, considering you two kind of depend on luck to see each other."

[one_man_army]

"I appreciate that," he says honestly, and he does mean it. "But even if she were here, she wouldn't mind a shift in things, given the circumstances. It'd have been fine."

[trigger_man]

"Yeah," Jack says with a short nod. He knows Trudy wouldn't mind, that she would understand. It doesn't help him from feeling like a third wheel at times, though.

Jack runs a hand through his hair, then rubs the back of his neck. Between the not-sleeping and the stress and the healing of the last few days, he's beyond exhausted.

"I think I'll try and get some sleep now. Help yourself to anything I've got to drink, or the TV, or to the blankets and pillows in the closet." He swallows. "And if I have a nightmare or something..."

[one_man_army]

"I'll handle it," he says confidently and without hesitation.

(This is a mission, now. He'll see it through.)

[trigger_man]

"Thanks," Jack says, making eye contact with Carl for a moment before heading into the bedroom and grabbing clothes to sleep in.

It's clear the gratitude is for everything said and unsaid.

[one_man_army]

Once Jack has disappeared into the bedroom, Carl moves from the chair and grabs a glass of whisky out of the kitchen - at least Jack has the decency to keep a good single-malt on hand. (Though the amount in the bottle is a bit concerning, but he ignores that in favor of pouring three fingers into the tumbler before he heads back to the couch.)

The TV stays off, and the pillows and blankets stay in the closet; he kicks his boots off and folds an arm behind his head, resting the glass on his chest once he's stretched out.

Jack was possessed, by something that came here and hurt people. He's still angry, and more than a little bit unnerved.

[trigger_man]

Jack changes into a long-sleeved t-shirt and sweatpants, then opens the bedroom door a crack so he can hear that yes, Carl's still there.

He takes a seat on the bed, just sitting for a moment, his arms resting on his knees. It hurts to sit like that for too long, the curve of his back tugging at the sutures in his side. He needs the few seconds it takes, though, to take a few deep breaths and try and concentrate on something other than the thoughts that have been haunting him since he came to on the ground near the lake.

Finally, he swings his feet into bed, wrapping the covers around himself.

"Night, Carl," he calls out as he reaches for the switch on the lamp.

[one_man_army]

There's only one light on and Carl doesn't bother turning it off - if anything, it may help keep some of the 'shadows' at bay, in case Jack wakes up with another nightmare.

"G'night, Jack," he calls in response, lifting his head to drain the last of the whisky, grateful for the burn running down his throat to help focus his thoughts and ease his anger just a bit. The empty glass goes on the coffee table with a quiet thud, but aside from that, he settles in on the couch for the evening.

He won't sleep, even though he could use a few hours of rest.

This is more important.

[trigger_man]

Turning off the light, Jack lets his head hit the pillow, turning toward the faint shaft of light coming through the doorway.

It's okay. Carl won't let him do anything, if...

It takes a while, but finally sleep wins out.